I'm invisible when I'm left alone and no one needs me. The pain of rejection hurts deep in my heart. I always come around to handle it and I walk away about to cry. It helps to take a deep breath but not completely. I just feel alone and empty. I guess I can call it karma because I like the power rejection gives me against people.
Wrapped up in my big, black, warm blanket, my stomach settles in its position. When I think of the problem my stomach flipps again. As I try to convince myself that the world is turning slowly, my stomach settles down and the colors brighten up. That feeling was the first time I felt of rejection.
My mind is just thinking of what would happen if the truth was spoken first before the excuses.

Everyone has different minds and they all think differently. Just because they have nice clothes and a nice house doesn't mean their life may be perfect.
Deep inside someone is an emotional side and the part of them that has been through alot of things. Apperence isn't the key thing to life. Don't judge a book by its cover because you may be missing out and you don't know how much that person have been through. The challenges in life comes without warning at times.
The emotions build up with your thoughts in your mind sometimes they can come naturally. Love is the connection everyone should have. The pain can come a few times but really nobody should be treated like little girls rag doll.
Take a step today and love the great things in life and make and effort to make someone smile.

She tosses and turnes while she sleeps at night.You are always on her mind. Just let her know you love her.
When you pick up the pillow she lays her head on, she has love letter to you that she fails to send. Oh, those tissues in the waste basket is full of her tears. She would rather feel something than just to forget it.
While she is walking away crying with her things packed, stop her, promise her you'll change, and kiss her gently. If you let her walk away you might as well let your life walk away too. She wants you to love her like no one else has ever loved her before. Make her comfortable and feel warm inside. That is all she needs is you. Just remember you might not get another chance and then all you have is those past memories.

The days before July fouth become exciting and packed days filled with fun. At night right after dark the fireworks go off from in the distance. The loud booming and screaching of the different fireworks make the world seem like it stopped. The people surrounded watching in awe. The sky lights up like lightning striking an area. The red, white, and blue colors of the U.S. flag are bright with honor. As the final day comes the flags are hung up to honor our country and also to lead the path of the parade. The marching bands play their songs and the floats behind just move along with decorations decorating it. The people come in groups and have fun and the family cooks out and meets with each other. This is the day of our independence.

I blare the music from the playlists on my laptop. I'm the only one singing and the only one in the room. I put on my braclets one by one to make them sit confortably on my wrist. My mouth is dry with the crave of watermelon. My hair is dripping wet from the shower and my eyes have smudged eyeliner around them from yesterday.Since the window is opened in the room my neighbors hear the voice of mine singing to Christofer Drew's songs.My mind is rushing with the needs I have to do after i get dressed. My room is a mess and it is frustrating me. On the brightside the sun is shining through the screen on the window and partly through the see- through curtain tied to the side. As I walk to my bed and crawl to the window that it is next to, I hear closely and hear only the birds chirping. The kids in my neighborhood went to relitives to enjoy the weather. I sit back down and wipe the eyeliner from my eyes and finish getting dressed. After I do that I clean I walk outside, take a deep breath, and smell the smells of summer. I can smell the fresh cut grass and the swimming pools in the backyards. Slowly the days are going by and I just run around and enjoy them.