I was on the front steps listening to the birds chirp and I was watching the bee's make their way through the flowers in the next door neighbor's garden.
In the corner of my eye I thought I saw some one creeping behind me but it was only my shadow. I ran inside and told my sister how humiliating I am.
I sat back outside and watched the ants this time. They carried the crumbs of food they found from some place and I still watched in awe.
Then as the last ant went in the ant hole I realized the sun was going down and everything had a shadow and the view was like a picture in a photograph.
It was like the world stood stil for just a moment.

Speachless

It is the fact that I have nothing to write. The words will come out but they struggle. When I write the words that come out I can't find the right position to put them in. The idea come one after another but the words, like I said, struggle to come out. I'm empty minded but at the same time my mind is trying to figure out what I want. I have to get used to the self-made decisions that I make. To learn, I'll take it one step at a time, even if this turns into an adventure. I will get myself together.

The pain and hatered fo the world can strengthen me. I will walk with my head up high and my pride will stand out with grace. My smile will brighten and all the heads passing by will turn toward me. It will take almost everything to bring me down. The days of my weakness' and my breaking points have passed or have been brought up to a higher level. The ugly looks people give me strength me like I said before. The love makes me remember the days that love was all I needed. I need more then just love, I need passion and desire. I need the world to stand up by my side and help me walk pass the things that will get me down. At the same time that I will walk, I will stand strong. I fight to get to where I want, I need time and patience. In the end, this will be all worth the while