Saturday, September 25, 2010


We can walk in the blistering burnt sand and listen to the waves run back and forth on the shore. We can daydream until sunset and when it comes around the time of our "bedtime" we can pretend like we aren't tired.
If we walk for thousands of miles, we have to at least take breaks and catch our breaths but when it comes to facing reality, we can daydream and just pretend all of this is a movie.
The girls walk around in a t-shirt and underwear while the guys just have boxers. We can check each other out and at the same time talk about something that makes no sense.
We can laugh at the dullest thing and call it shiny like we are high like a kite.
Just the thought of you drives me wild. Just the thought of you makes me daydream of the things we can do.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Intitled to myself♥


The walls seem like they are tumbling down, imploding, crushing me. I just have the strength to ignore the cuts and bruises and walk out like I’m fine. Really, I’m a normal person with normal flaws. I believe that I have someone watching over me at all times. I have a feeling in me that also makes me believe in God. I can say that I’m an outcast of many people, but I seem to get along with most of the people I don’t fit in with.

Inside I have hate and jealousy built up inside but, like with my cuts and bruises, I learn to ignore them and leave them out of situations. In the past I have showed my jealousy and hate toward people, and I regret that. I didn’t think before any of that, but once I lost my best friend I realized I have to step my game up and take a chance at being a winner. I may be just sitting thinking what will happen next, but all of the thinking is my ego, I guess I can say.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010


Lets throw a party and blow out wish candles. We can exchange gifts and hope for the best one. After the gift exchange and the cake eating we can run around playing marker tag then fall on the grass laughing at the marks from the tagging.
Let us not worry about tomorrow and let our adventure take off like a rocket. Speaking of rockets, we can build one and shoot it about 10 feet into the sky and smile at how epic that flight was.
We can pucker our lips and put on crazy f*cking makeovers and post the pictures on facebook but then log out and start up our adventure again.
We can make up a story but write it all down as we go and when we're done, lets not edit it. At the ending, it has to be a happily ever after.
When we lay down in my room and watch movies, lets put our heads on my silk pillow.
As night falls we can watch the sky and name them and then draw them as star children and then laugh at how funny they turn out ot be.
When my parents fall asleep we can go to the guest house and throw a two person party? Yeah, I think we can manage that.
When it is all over we start a new adventure the next day but next time, there has to be fireworks involved.